Released in 2010 on Kill Rock Stars, Dear God, I Hate Myself stands as one of Xiu Xiu's most celebrated albums, widely regarded as a high point in the avant-garde project's discography. Balancing electronic experimentation with rock and pop sensibilities, the record showcases Jamie Stewart's fearless artistic vision at its most focused and refined.
The album is a study in contrasts, pairing moments of intense drama and emotional rawness with surprising wit and unexpected sonic choices — including a banjo-and-synth interpretation of the traditional folk song "Cumberland Gap." Across its tracklist, Xiu Xiu explores themes of self-loathing, vulnerability, and dark humor with a subtlety and subversiveness that sets Dear God, I Hate Myself apart as a genuinely distinctive work in modern alternative music.
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- Format: Vinyl
- Color Vinyl
- Label: Kill Rock Stars
- Genre: Electronic, Rock, Pop
- Release Date: 09/25/2026
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TRACKS
A1. Gray Death
A2. Chocolate Makes You Happy
A3. Apple For A Brain
A4. House Sparrow
A5. Hyunhye's Theme
A6. Dear God, I Hate Myself
B1. Secret Motel
B2. Falkland Rd.
B3. The Fabrizio Palumbo Retaliation
B4. Cumberland Gap
B5. This Too Shall Pass Away (For Freddy)
B6. Impossible Feeling
C1. The Ropes Have Pulled Tight
D1. Cute Pee Pee
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